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If I'm being myself I am very straight forward because I see no point in anything else. I know a lot of people may say one thing and actually think something else, for whatever reason. Thus the ideal situation is to surround yourself with like minded individuals throughout life to achieve this. Some people may think they are different, but there is always somebody else out there just like you. Then there are some people out there who I think want to be like everybody else and I'm not a big fan of them to say the least. But perhaps I shouldn't think like that. I don't know where I would put myself. I don't think I generally fit into most social situations and am absolutely useless at talking to almost anybody the first time. There are so many reasons for that, fearing of being boring, and so not being liked. But I shouldn't think like that. Be I honestly can't stand those first conversations as I feel that if somebody doesn't like me either they don't know me or there is something wrong with them. There is no point thinking any other way. Obviously nobody is perfect as everybody has different visions of that. However I think I always try to make the fair decisions always thinking of others around me when I do and how that may affect them, no matter how small. I way up situations at times a little too much I would say and often see more in something than there actually is. But I think life is all about the pursuit happiness. For me at the moment that is trying to understand myself and others around me and how they think. I rarely share my inner feelings with anybody, many because either I don't think somebody will understand because they are too shallow or simply aren't interested. But I'm always interested to here other people's problems or philosophies on life. Those are the conversations I enjoy the most, probably equal to having a really stupid silly discussion about something pointless. I like hearing other people's points of view because of the possibility that it could add to my point of view, and having a well thought out point of view on many different things is what makes somebody interesting. Sometimes it's as some people forget that is the only life we get to live as far as we know for sure. People spend too long worry about trivial things and talking about such small matters over and over again that don't really add anything to them. The two most important things do to are to laugh at life, (I mean it was quite stupid really when you think about it, what the fuck ARE we doing here?!) and to try and understand life. All while trying to this this throughout life I think everybody should keep selfishness to a minimum, thus the ultimate attribute is consideration. Baring that in mind, if everybody were to treat others how we want to be treated everybody would get on beautifully. Yes, I am idealistic to the core, but I do have a cynical edge to me.

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